This is it, my last treatment! This isn't how I pictured it. I expected it to be after a clean scan. It's a little bit scary, not being on chemo...but it's also very exciting. I want to be strong. I was worried that I wouldn't be feeling genuine joy today. I've been emotional and a little conflicted for a few days. But last night I sat on my back porch and had a good talk with Jesus, and today I have so much joy in my heart it might burst. I am so blessed! I have come SO far in these 5 1/2 months. In January...I walked into this place, a dying woman. Pain had become so much a part of my life, I forgot what it felt like to be without it. There is nothing but life in me today. There is no pain. There is no sickness. I will not be sitting around waiting for the tumors to grow...I'll be enjoying life and claiming my next scan will be clean, just like I did last time. While I'm not on chemo, I am still "on" the blood of Jesus. God is good! By His stripes, I am healed!